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Spiritual Journey to Unconditional Love

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On November 7, 2017 it will be exactly 11 months since my dark journey began.  At that time my soul was broken, incredible sadness and loss at the destruction of my marriage.  What began with blame and finger pointing, turned to shame and guilt, then deep sadness at the things I could not change about myself.  Transmuted to attempts to tear down walls I had built for protection.  All of this in an effort to understand the greatest gift of all, unconditional love.  Every step of this process involved the discovery of a new talent to be exercised for my betterment.  I feel the need to share my journey with others, so that when YOU meet loss, you too will have a place to start.  In laymen’s terms – what does it look like to remove your ego, how do you recognize the mirror, what really is that still small voice you hear, and how do you listen to it. 

 

Keep forever in your mind, that I know absolutely nothing, other than what I have gone through.  I am not an expert, I fall down, fail in my attempts, am inconsistent, and make mistakes like the rest of us.  I hope that this can be a place for others to come and share their thoughts on their healing journey.  I am open to discussion on other options and ways to heal (I love learning).  I will not tolerate bashing, I will not be vilified for my thoughts and beliefs, nor do I allow others to experience the same within this framework.  Nor will I hold your hands, your journey is after all your journey in life.  What I have to offer may not be for you, however you will have to do the work required to heal yourself if you wish to heal. 

 

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Porpoise for Purpose

  • Writer: Wendy S. Hockenberry
    Wendy S. Hockenberry
  • Jun 26, 2018
  • 2 min read

Updated: Jun 29, 2018

The harder you dig for this, the less you know. Website after website, book after book all tell you various means to find your purpose, or soul mission. You experience this as a dichotomy of what you want to do, and what you are required to do. Unable to sleep at night, you are half-conscious of the world around you. You cannot quite see all the colors, yet you are no longer blind. You want to surround yourself with humanity, to birth something new. You are travelling between the two worlds of emotion and centeredness.


The porpoise is the call, you are looking for change. With the recognition that things must change I found people are all that matter, as we are really all the same - yet look different. Porpoise seems to be telling you it is time to change your life. To have fun be more joyful, explore possibility. See the world in all its colors with clear vision. I have spent an entire year searching for my purpose, only to find that it’s right here in front of me.


That call has come. What do I want to birth, in joy and fun? Well the truth is I am actually working on my purpose through the porpoise when I write these posts. Criminy, I am good at many things. Writing, research, synthesis, genealogy, efficiency, computing, continual learning. So how did I find it?


Dig deep in yourself for these answers:

  • What was the first thing you were drawn too as a child?

  • What gifts were you given?

  • What talents or skills did you acquire over time?

  • What, are you repeatedly drawn too?

  • Over time what did you always go back too?

  • How did each one of these things feel?

  • What is the thing that broke you over and over again? This is your biggest issue, the thing you keep doing but cannot get beyond.)

  • Is that event good or bad? If the positives outweigh the negatives - work towards claiming that.


Last Updated 6/28/18

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